I thought I was bisexual, all hell broke loose when I told my husband.
The issue had been that IвЂ™d never truly talked about it to him prior to. I am talking about, i would create a remark or two about thinking an actress had been hot, or the way I had this university roomie and friend that is best with red silver curls and a human body like Venus de Milo who was simply gorgeous, and whom We hit on each and every time i acquired drunk, but that is about this. That I liked women so he had no concept. The situation ended up being as bisexual either that I really didnвЂ™t have a self concept of myself. IвЂ™m bi. IвЂ™m additionally picky and wasnвЂ™t enthusiastic about a large amount of women, so this left me with my feelings that are own examine and be prepared for.
Nevertheless the older i obtained, the moreвЂ¦interested we became. We began to consider just exactly how pretty women were, about soft curves rather than difficult chests. We still ended up being drawn to guys. But we additionally looked over girls, particularly some celebrities, and IвЂ™d think: I wish to obtain her in bed. We wonder just what IвЂ™d do in bed if I had her.
The older i obtained, the more compelling those emotions became. But i did sonвЂ™t think most of it. I’d children and I also hung around with mothers all day who, honestly, i did sonвЂ™t find intimately appealing.
Then a pal in just one of my writing groups dared me, we call it while I was writing other erotica, to write some lesbian erotica: girl/girl fiction. Continue reading